SpeLL

It all started confronting our truth

a fresh year, a new day

but the Sky was dark

& Starz as bright as they can be

didnt really get to see it

but i felted it

Our first Lo0k Froze in time

follow by a shared smile

Hi's, w0w'z & omg'z

Flu throu our eyes & laughter

that blend in wit the air

that at the time we shared wit them 3

Once we shared it wit One

& kept drinking poisen

we tired movin wit the Rhythm

wit a surprised our hips fit perfectly

that from one lo0k
from Hips to eyes . . . well a paused at Lipz

wit in the next breath we kissed

wait but this cant be & steped bck

onLy for a second that was

cuz it was like the music notes

linked up to a rope around us

that became like a spell

A Spell that to0k over us

once the music played &

our body heat sense one another

we traveled to our own planet

Moved & touch like we were alone

& if one didnt wake up the other

0oh . . . Shyt would had gotten pretty

well at least for us

See our dancing was like our forplay

the guys loved to see & girls turned green of jealousy

Once we shared the air

only wit one another

i gived my bck cuz this couldnt be

but the music started playin &

she as while as i wanted answer

So we shared our thouz,truth &

the lie that stood between us

but the lie wasnt as strong as the spell

at the end it didnt all work out well

at least for now . . .

Now we live our separate lifes

but doesnt mean the spell has come to an end

Blank

i feel . . . .

• empty


• confuse


• lost sad


• mad


• happy


• jealous


• worried


• scared


• blank

itz krazy that i cant write out what i feel & that alwayz help but not at this moment -_-

My soul tryz to scream for help but my fake smile turn it to laughter [guessin itz best] =-x

MuSic

So im listenin to my new iPod/iPhone [^_^]

& i upload all the songs [78o] my sister had on the Ladtop

by mistake & i hit a song that to0k me bck to 2o03

0oh what a year that was & the followin

so0 this song to0k me bck into the time

of my first LoVe [how gay . . . i know]

can y0u believe that i was tearing

not quite sure why i was

as the tear drops fall from my eye

& dance its way down my face

i froze in nostalgic time & was havin

flash bckz all krazy to the first time we lock eyes

to the time we last share thoughs which was 20o7 [in the begining]

this mite sound werid . . .

but it felt go0d when i was crying o_0

i know i dont understand it as while

i would like to hear from him again

juz to know how he's doing & to tell him that

the girl he's wit better be making him happy

But see he's not the only person that comes to mind

once i hear a song that makes me travel

itz like there name is next to the song title

->Aventura-te Amo -Maria<- [ex.]

& itz only 3 people that do that to me

the questioning that was flying throu my thou

is this a bad thing 0_o ???

cuz for those 3:o0 min. & so of the song

my mind is working on that person

Miss Popular

Everything was going OK [i guess]

intiL the wake up txt hit my eyes

that quickly flow to my soul

Here we going . . . She told me this & he said y0u said this

Are y0u serious?! 0_o Like y0u got to be bugging

Spoke to 3 GIrLz that are involed with kid shyt

& the She person is still a unknown

Waiting on another girl that said shez invoLed as whiLe -_-

This all started at 11:o0 o'cLock am & itz 7:40 o'cLock pm

& shyt just have been getting worst

& beLieve it will get UGLYER [unwillingly]

But thatz life . . . [right???]

With in 2 weeks in this month

i already Deleted to "friends" no not off Myspace nor FaceBo0k

Out my Life for go0d

& onLy 1 of them Hurted to let go

Know i ask myself . . .

is all my friendships only seasonal 0_o

I have lost friendships that lasted 5 years & more

& 1 that was very special to me

for the same she said this & She said y0u said this

Those that are still here & the new 1z that yet havent walk my path

Are they seasonal . . . is it anytime so0n when our friendships

come to a end & yall start Hating me 0_o as well?