Juz right!

i want y0u to pull my hair
from the right spot not any spot
No . . . dont kiss me there do it everywhere
yes perfect song

From the couch to the floor
No itz ok scratch me without thinkin twice
girl even bite me as hard as y0u want
dance y0ur way down with a stop in every spot

From the Floor to the dinner table
yes . . . im loving it baby
dont stop intill y0u hear me
moaning & tryin to catch my next breath
while movin a LiL & legz shake
if y0u catch me sayin y0ur name y0ur awsum

From the dinner table to the bed
we're dancin to the beat with no clothing
yes . . . stay right there

Come. . . . .
From the bed to the bathro0m
n0w y0ur next
i love that thing y0u do & that face y0u put
when y0ur tryin to catch y0ur breath &
sayin my name

Marta . . . .
Maaarr ttta

Come & Rest Ova me

i want to rest my lipz on y0urz

while im brushing your long hair throu my fingers

showing you your beautiness

with each kiss on every inch of your soft skin

Eat you like your my favorite dish

SHYT! you are . . . right about this sec

turn your funny spots & others

that neva have been touch

to your passionate spot

Remember them Butterflyz that you feel

with each Look & touch we share

well ima make them fly out your mouth

after im done with you

i want you to get wet of me

once i touch your main spot

i have given you a free ticket to the moon

as i see you goin so high

it well drive me wild & straight to you

0o0h shyt !! . . . . now im wet of you

once we land

we will share another kiss

that will start it all over again

mmmm . . . .

Next Morning

i rest my eyez and mind
so i woundnt feel the same by the next sunrise
i fell deep deep into a dream that
look like and felt like reality
so much like reality that my mind
refuses to remember by this time
i slept between someone arms
and joke around here, there and in the morning
to see if the pain falls off my skin
but yet i still am cryin deep inside
pretendin pretendin looks so far for today
i feel anger for myself
and for him but at him
im puttin him between two movin walls
that if i juz walk alway they automatically will STOP
yet i dont cuz itz not understandable how close
we gotten in six month and im scared
yes scared cuz he mite turn around like they did
scared of that 5 letter word . . . . TRUST
i dont want to hand it away like gum anymore
my life went from drama free
to like one of them bad movies
that never seem to end
i hear my mother yelling in the back of my head
"MARTA YOU TOo NICE . . . DONT TRUST FRIENDS LIKE FAM
which is true . . . well at least most of it . . .
cuz famz give me there back as well
im all of the place and with no stop anytime soon
saddly . . . .

SpeLL

It all started confronting our truth

a fresh year, a new day

but the Sky was dark

& Starz as bright as they can be

didnt really get to see it

but i felted it

Our first Lo0k Froze in time

follow by a shared smile

Hi's, w0w'z & omg'z

Flu throu our eyes & laughter

that blend in wit the air

that at the time we shared wit them 3

Once we shared it wit One

& kept drinking poisen

we tired movin wit the Rhythm

wit a surprised our hips fit perfectly

that from one lo0k
from Hips to eyes . . . well a paused at Lipz

wit in the next breath we kissed

wait but this cant be & steped bck

onLy for a second that was

cuz it was like the music notes

linked up to a rope around us

that became like a spell

A Spell that to0k over us

once the music played &

our body heat sense one another

we traveled to our own planet

Moved & touch like we were alone

& if one didnt wake up the other

0oh . . . Shyt would had gotten pretty

well at least for us

See our dancing was like our forplay

the guys loved to see & girls turned green of jealousy

Once we shared the air

only wit one another

i gived my bck cuz this couldnt be

but the music started playin &

she as while as i wanted answer

So we shared our thouz,truth &

the lie that stood between us

but the lie wasnt as strong as the spell

at the end it didnt all work out well

at least for now . . .

Now we live our separate lifes

but doesnt mean the spell has come to an end

Blank

i feel . . . .

• empty


• confuse


• lost sad


• mad


• happy


• jealous


• worried


• scared


• blank

itz krazy that i cant write out what i feel & that alwayz help but not at this moment -_-

My soul tryz to scream for help but my fake smile turn it to laughter [guessin itz best] =-x

MuSic

So im listenin to my new iPod/iPhone [^_^]

& i upload all the songs [78o] my sister had on the Ladtop

by mistake & i hit a song that to0k me bck to 2o03

0oh what a year that was & the followin

so0 this song to0k me bck into the time

of my first LoVe [how gay . . . i know]

can y0u believe that i was tearing

not quite sure why i was

as the tear drops fall from my eye

& dance its way down my face

i froze in nostalgic time & was havin

flash bckz all krazy to the first time we lock eyes

to the time we last share thoughs which was 20o7 [in the begining]

this mite sound werid . . .

but it felt go0d when i was crying o_0

i know i dont understand it as while

i would like to hear from him again

juz to know how he's doing & to tell him that

the girl he's wit better be making him happy

But see he's not the only person that comes to mind

once i hear a song that makes me travel

itz like there name is next to the song title

->Aventura-te Amo -Maria<- [ex.]

& itz only 3 people that do that to me

the questioning that was flying throu my thou

is this a bad thing 0_o ???

cuz for those 3:o0 min. & so of the song

my mind is working on that person

Miss Popular

Everything was going OK [i guess]

intiL the wake up txt hit my eyes

that quickly flow to my soul

Here we going . . . She told me this & he said y0u said this

Are y0u serious?! 0_o Like y0u got to be bugging

Spoke to 3 GIrLz that are involed with kid shyt

& the She person is still a unknown

Waiting on another girl that said shez invoLed as whiLe -_-

This all started at 11:o0 o'cLock am & itz 7:40 o'cLock pm

& shyt just have been getting worst

& beLieve it will get UGLYER [unwillingly]

But thatz life . . . [right???]

With in 2 weeks in this month

i already Deleted to "friends" no not off Myspace nor FaceBo0k

Out my Life for go0d

& onLy 1 of them Hurted to let go

Know i ask myself . . .

is all my friendships only seasonal 0_o

I have lost friendships that lasted 5 years & more

& 1 that was very special to me

for the same she said this & She said y0u said this

Those that are still here & the new 1z that yet havent walk my path

Are they seasonal . . . is it anytime so0n when our friendships

come to a end & yall start Hating me 0_o as well?