Wheres my light ????

its been so0 Long that i havent felt that inner shiver
you feel when you get excited wen yur wit that person
or when your lover hits the right spot

No not juz that spot but the mean spot
your heart && soul

No i didnt turn cold hearted
Yes there was a time that i was isolating myself
but that start long ago

i juz havent seen that inner light
in anyone i have met YET

i believe that . . . .
i dont think ima find "my right one" for right now
this year . . . at least

i want to miss somebody
no not juz anybody but the right one
for right now & tomorrow . . . aint it funny

Saddly. . . . its true

i guess i got lose in my broken road
that was pointing to my light . . . to you

[Ice Walls]

Lost between 4 ice walls
that slowly but faster then before
blocks my heart & soul

i only chose to lock those who hurt me
& chose not to love me
as long as breathe

But now as if i have no control
wanting to locking them in
I'm locking in myself without knowing

it started 1 by 1
but then they started to double
& without knowing I'm almost fully locked

in the box i sit on sand alone
& i lose my toes in the sand
i stare at the darkest ocean & sky

the sky is empty with no moon nor stars
i cant make out the line where the ocean & sky meet
the ocean waves are splashing as if they where mad at the sand

in the box theirs no emotion
no sadness, anger, happiness nor . . .
at least not for myself