Lost between 4 ice walls
that slowly but faster then before
blocks my heart & soul
i only chose to lock those who hurt me
& chose not to love me
as long as breathe
But now as if i have no control
wanting to locking them in
I'm locking in myself without knowing
it started 1 by 1
but then they started to double
& without knowing I'm almost fully locked
in the box i sit on sand alone
& i lose my toes in the sand
i stare at the darkest ocean & sky
the sky is empty with no moon nor stars
i cant make out the line where the ocean & sky meet
the ocean waves are splashing as if they where mad at the sand
in the box theirs no emotion
no sadness, anger, happiness nor . . .
at least not for myself
that slowly but faster then before
blocks my heart & soul
i only chose to lock those who hurt me
& chose not to love me
as long as breathe
But now as if i have no control
wanting to locking them in
I'm locking in myself without knowing
it started 1 by 1
but then they started to double
& without knowing I'm almost fully locked
in the box i sit on sand alone
& i lose my toes in the sand
i stare at the darkest ocean & sky
the sky is empty with no moon nor stars
i cant make out the line where the ocean & sky meet
the ocean waves are splashing as if they where mad at the sand
in the box theirs no emotion
no sadness, anger, happiness nor . . .
at least not for myself