Sex

i was watching this movie named "Love Sick" [true story] it was about a woman that was addicted to sex. She was married & been with her husband for 5 years, the hold time they are together she slept with over 1o0 men [mosts more then once]. it made her feel Loved,numd,full & feel like a go0d girl. She alwayz felt bad before walking in the Hotel & walking in her house after "making Love".

This moive to0k me back to a conversation i had with two of my friends [almost a year ago]. They didnt know if they were addicked to sex or if they are [was] normal?! So . . . they asked me o_0 [how should i know right] but i sat & thought about it & just got confused. Because im a person that can live without stressing about sex. Now im not saying that it isnt go0d [bcuz we all know it is] but lo0k i was on a sex diet [LoL . . . yeah believe it] for a year & it wasnt easy nor the less hard, it was more about control then anything. i haven been sexless since May 17,20o8 [the day of my birthday party] & trust me i havent had a orgasmon seen then nor have i tried. My friends & family dont understand why i did it & to tell y0u the truth i dont have a straight answer for that question. All i know is that i did it bcuz i needed time for myself,try to understand myself a lil better [then what i do already] & to watch everyone else in there romance happiness & saddness. Now its May 27,2o09 & im fine [yeah yeah of coruse i have my horny Days but i learned how to control it]. It Funny how people though i was going to die or something [LoL] but

im off my diet now & not in a rush to do it & if i was ill would had felt

as it was a waist of time.

So back to the question my friends asked me that day, the reason i got confused was bcuz these things was running through my mind --> one night stands, Love, flirtation, scared, one person, passion, sex, affection, Love making , faithful, & . . . . [& so on] but the thing is are y0u having sex for the affection, bcuz y0u want to feel loved, y0u fear being alone or bcuz it makes y0u feel different but a go0d different?!? So which one of these say your addicted to sex??

How about . . . . maybe all or none o_0 this i do know everyone is different & have our own unique way of handling thing. i don't believe they were [are] addicted to sex. They just like it & maybe felt lonely at the time.